I've seen the end of you: a neurosurgeon's look at faith, doubt, and the things we think we know

Prologue: life gets messy

Before. Riptide ; Not-so-happy birthday ; The devil, magnified ; Roll tide ; Back to the future ; Malevolent ; The thing worse than fear ; Billy club biopsy ; Foxhole atheists ; Rats in the cellar ; Side effects ; Stupor, coma, science, and faith ; The living dead ; Level-of-care choices ; End-of-life decisions ; Why bother praying? ; Clean margins ; Even before you start ; First, do no harm ; Voices ; Not the whole story ; Believing is not the same as knowing ; Haikus are easy ; Storm brewing ; The best year ever ; Work in progress ; Writing my own story

During. The difficult dark ; All or none ; Impossible ; A bag full of pictures

After. Hacking my way through ; Believing is better than knowing

Epilogue: both worse.