From the Book - First Paperback Edition.
Prologue: this could be the day that I die
Book I: A sense of community. A galaxy far away ; The man and the music ; Coming to the mountain ; Edging toward belief ; Slipping through the fence ; The withering experience ; Temptations ; On rape, abuse, and guns
Book II: Prelude to a holocaust. Visions and omens ; Showtime ; Aftershock ; No surrender, no quarter ; Ranch apocalypse
Book III: Life as a survivor. "Are you comin' to kill me?" ; Half-truths and outright lies ; Ignorant questions ; Afterlife ; Climbing the mountain ; Back to the future ; The double helix
Special thanks and acknowledgments
Appendix: The Mount Carmel Community: The living and the dead